I did it.. i deleted his number. I blocked his Instagram. He never deserved me. I knew id keep running to him if i had the way, so i ended up every way of contact between us. And i feel so much better. More free. Im not stuck with him anymore. I dont care if he sees my pictures anymore. I dont care if he misses me. I gave him my heart and soul and we had some good moments but thats not enough. He didnt care. And i wont act stupid anymore. Im moving on. The few happy moments we had werent worth the painful no sleep nights i spent thinking and wondering about what ifs. What if nothing.
I freaking deserve the best person in the world. I deserve to be treated like a freaking queen. And if he didnt think that: thank you, next.
Im enjoying my freedom, the fact that i can be who i am and do what i want. Having fun with my friends and do my stuff. Focusing on good vibes only and in my mental health.
Leave everything that makes you sad or thinking you’re not good enough. Everything that makes you nervous or insecure. You deserve the world. Know your worth and think about yourself. Do what makes you the happiest. Be yourself. Keep going, you’re doing just fine.